i was there
one year later
2012
this year started ok
i did things i normaly don*t make. But now i am home .
and again i feel lost
i do not know what gouls to folow.
i want so many things and i don*t know the way to acheve them.
and i steel want that small house with big garden.
The winter is almost here . the cold rain and dark day made me think of winter holidays.
i have so many things to do and i do not know how to start.
i need a plan.
in this year i want to achieve a more independent life,to have a good laugh every day, to meet more interesting people, to make a good impresion to every one that counts, and change my life complete.
i want a car
i want to travel
i want to learn new things
i want to make new friends
reed more
i want to live with intensety every second
“We lead our lives like water flowing down a hill,going more or less in one direction until we splash into something that forces us to find a new course.”
Arthur Golden- “Memoirs Of A Geisha”
Like water flowing down a hill my life seems to be. i don`t like direction is going but i have no power to change it until i splash into something that forces me
lost. that is the way i feel
somehow i lost my self. i do not know who i am anymore.i love very few things in my past. i love nothing in present and the feature …. i can`t see it anymore.
the only thing i know is that the most of time i hate who i am, i hate my life .
i can`t remember the last time i was feeling good, happy. i use to love winter, snow now it seems like i am always frozen.