The winter  is almost here . the cold rain and dark day made me think of winter holidays.

 i have so many things to do and i do not know how to start.

i need a plan.

and the most important thing i want this year is :::::a house with a small garden

in this year i want to achieve a more independent life,to have a good laugh every day, to meet more interesting people, to make a good impresion to every one that counts, and change my life complete.

i want a car

i want to travel

i want to learn new things

i want to make new friends

reed more

i want to live with intensety every second

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St. Petersburg, Russia (via nicointhebus (nicolas monnot))

“We lead our lives like water flowing down a hill,going more or less in one direction until we splash into something that forces us to find a new course.”

Arthur Golden- “Memoirs Of A Geisha”

Like water flowing down a hill my life seems to be. i don`t like direction is going but i have no power to change it until i splash into  something that forces me

lost. that is the way i feel

somehow i lost my self. i do not know who i  am anymore.i love very few things in my past. i love nothing in present and the feature …. i can`t see it anymore.

the only thing i know is that the most of time i hate who i am, i hate my life .

i can`t remember the last time i was feeling good, happy. i use to love winter, snow now it seems like i am always frozen.

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.” Carl Jung

(via yssirhcmik)hope one day i will walk on it

First day of the year.a bad day. one i hardly wait to be ended.i wake up because a bad dream. Not a very good thing to start a day or a year. it fallowed me all day.but it is enough. i have more important things to think about. what i have to do to change my life. i can not live the way i did last year. the problem is i do not know from or how to start. and after all these time i steel do not have any idea what i really want. i am fucked up.

it is time to start!!!! that i am sure. i hope to figured the rest and soon.

things i want?

a good and not donkey work

to travel alone

to meet more and interesting people.

to be completely independent.

T.V.I.