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a new year

2012 this year started ok i did things i normaly don*t make. But now i am home . and again i feel lost i do not know what gouls to folow. i want so many things and i don*t know the way to acheve them. and i steel want that small house with big garden.

Feb 10th

09.10.2011

The winter is almost here . the cold rain and dark day made me think of winter holidays. i have so many things to do and i do not know how to start. i need a plan.

Oct 9th

and the most important thing i want this year is :::::a house with a small garden

Feb 8th

a new year

in this year i want to achieve a more independent life,to have a good laugh every day, to meet more interesting people, to make a good impresion to every one that counts, and change my life complete. i want a car i want to travel i want to learn new things i want to make new friends reed more i want to live with intensety every second

Feb 5th

Feb 6th

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like water

“We lead our lives like water flowing down a hill,going more or less in one direction until we splash into something that forces us to find a new course.” Arthur Golden- “Memoirs Of A Geisha” Like water flowing down a hill my life seems to be. i don`t like direction is going but i have no power to change it until i splash into something that forces me

Feb 2nd

lost

lost. that is the way i feel somehow i lost my self. i do not know who i am anymore.i love very few things in my past. i love nothing in present and the feature …. i can`t see it anymore. the only thing i know is that the most of time i hate who i am, i hate my life . i can`t remember the last time i was feeling good, happy. i use to love winter, snow now it seems like i am always...

Jan 29th

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.” Carl Jung

Jan 11th

Jan 3rd

First day of the year.a bad day. one i hardly wait to be ended.i wake up because a bad dream. Not a very good thing to start a day or a year. it fallowed me all day.but it is enough. i have more important things to think about. what i have to do to change my life. i can not live the way i did last year. the problem is i do not know from or how to start. and after all these time i steel do not have...

Jan 1st

“If you do not know where you are going, every road will get you nowhere.”

– Henry Kissinger

Dec 23rd